Here we are, after a lot of years and lot of miles, having followed very different paths to get where we are now. In retrospect, I wish I could have done a better job of being a sister, that maybe we should have been a united front. For whatever reasons, I couldn't and of course family sister history was against us.
I think I was just hung up on holding to what I had as the first and the center of attention at least until the attention broke down anyway and we were all stuck in that weird late period where all of us seemed to living four completely different lives under the one roof.
Anyway, I'm glad we have this mode of communication so that we can be either as emotional or superficial as necessary at any given time.