Two days of super "clean" eating, such as using fruit to sweeten my almond milk, instead of honey, and hitting the gym hard, and I can see the "skinny" face again. I think the writing yesterday helped and I had good talk with Peggy last night, where she sort of "talked me down," while eating her own dinner on the 22 Fillmore. I'm genuinely blessed to have her in my life in whatever capacity she functions.
I've got some "happy place" stuff coming up....one I'm still too paranoid to share in a public forum, but let's just say it has to do with my digging my way out of here with a spoon and I need all the good vibes I can get on June 12th.
So far my Maui trip is still on for the week of July 14, although at the moment Hubby doesn't have the vacation time approved yet. Hilariously, I finally did get my October time confirmed, but I'm planning to be long gone by then.
And in the distant future the year 2000, we've tickets to see Pomplamose at the Fillmore on October 11th. What is a Pomplamoose, you ask, aside from being close to the French for grapefruit (as we learned in the F-series of QI), check out their Youtube Channel and be both amused and amazed.