karaokegal (karaokegal) wrote,

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Stressful week.

The OJT (on the job training) just raises so many issues for me. Stress, anxiety, fear of criticism, compare and despair. Fear and Ego on a plate. UGH. Throw in having to do it from 6AM to 230P and it's been an utter nightmare.

As soon as shift is over, I run outside and walk at least two miles or ride the bike a bit to make sure I decompress before interacting with Hubby.

Self-pity time:
I want my life back! Yoga, karaoke, nails, hair, and my real job.

Highlight of the week: Barrowman on QI!!! With white hair even. I've literally been waiting for this since at least 2008.
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