karaokegal (karaokegal) wrote,
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Diving or sinking?

Mostly sinking. At least on the food front. Bad bad bad week. No exercise. Lots of sugar. Crap food. Fatty red meat. Staying up late. Reading bad websites. Blah blah blah. Massive failure to have my shit together.

Laundry Guy is dead. These people have been washing and folding my clothing for over 15 years and I've watch their son grow up, and yet I have no idea what their names are. A few weeks ago, the wife told me her husband had cancer, and this past weekend there was a sign on the window saying that due to a medical emergency they were having short hours. I went in this morning to bring a bag of laundry to be done and she told me he'd passed away. I hugged her and said "I'm so sorry," but I just feel this sense of disgust with my own disconnectedness and perhaps that much abused word "privilege."
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